Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Reverence

"Then some children were brought to Him so that He might lay His hands on them and pray; and the disciples rebuked them. But Jesus said, 'Let the children alone, and do not hinder them from coming to Me; for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.'" -Matthew 19:13-14 NASB

You and Mommy and I were sitting in the den last evening just relaxing. I was on the computer, browsing the internet and thinking about things. I have been distracted lately and have been constantly contemplating the Lord in my mind...seeking His presence, asking His Holy Spirit for answers and how I need to change to be closer to Him.

As I was thinking about these things, you suddenly said the word "Reverence." Here is the conversation that followed to the very best of my recollection...

I said, "What?"
You said, "Reverence."
Mommy and I looked at each other , then back at you.
I said, "Where did you hear that word?"
You said, "Nowhere."
I said, "Why did you say that?"
Then smiling, you said, "I don't know."


I believe the Holy Spirit was telling me through you that I need to reverence God our Father more fully in my life. I think my communication with Him might have become too flippant and irreverent. Maybe it is because I have been dividing my attention too much (e.g. looking at the internet while also thinking about Him), so I have not been really hearing what He is trying to tell me. I think I might be talking too much, as well, and not giving Him an opportunity to get a word in edgewise. Am I afraid of what He might say?

I also had two dreams in the past week or so which were about: 1) being late for one of my high school baseball games and 2) missing the bus for one of my high school football games, because I was more worried about doing other things. I remember waking up after that second dream and specifically thinking that God is telling me that I do not have proper respect for authority, and that I have not excelled in many things because of a general lack of appeciation for the gifts and talents He has given me, as well as, a lack of respect for timeliness and detail.

Thank you for your part in helping to wake me up.

I love you.

-Daddy

*ADDENDUM* - 02/09/09

I "randomly" opened to the following passage in my Jerusalem Bible as you and Mommy and I were preparing to read last night:

"The cities of Sodom and Gomorrah, these too He condemned and reduced to ashes; He destroyed them completely, as a warning to anybody lacking reverence in the future; He rescued Lot, however, a holy man who had been sickened by the shameless way in which these vile people behaved - for that holy man, living among them, was outraged in his good soul by the crimes that he saw and heard of every day. These are all examples of how the Lord can rescue the good from the ordeal, and hold the wicked for their punishment until the day of Judgement, especially those who are governed by their corrupt bodily desires and have no respect for authority." -2 Peter 2:6-10